More Than Friends (a KJLS) chapter 43

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**** ok read this before you read the story guys!**** so i know i said i would get back to the other couples and i still havent but dont worry i will. but this chapter is going to be kevin's POV and him just trying to accept that he may have lost Mon forever. listen to the song while you read. it explains all that he is feeling. 2 days after Kevin took Megan over to Mon's he was still being shunned by Joe, Rachel, and Nick. actually Rachel had begun to come around more, Megan must have talked ti her becaus eshe was all of a sudden talking to him when he walked in a room, the others just silently got up without even speaking to him. he was glad that the girls were talking to him, these days he really didnt have many friends. Megan told him she tried talking to mon but all mon said to her was that she was going to get over him and that she didnt want to talk about it anymore. he smiled and thanked her for trying, on the inside he was bleeding. his heart felt like it was on fire, and he felt like dying. he tried 3 times to go over and talk to her but everytime he pulled upto her driveway he would lose his nerve and drive back home. he knew it was time to try but he didnt know what he could say to make things better. he walked downstairs to his dads study and found some paper and a pen and began writing a letter. Monica, hey. i know i should be telling you all of this in person, but i just cant seem to say the words my heart wants me to say. it may be easier if i write them. first of all...i want you to know how much i love you. i love you more than anything in the world. i would gladly give up anything and have just you if you asked me to. i dont think i can live without you again. i need you to understand that something strange came over me the last few months and i have no idea what it was, but it made me stupid and i couldnt think straight. i hope you know that you are all i think about, i even think of you when im sleeping, sleep doesnt come to easy either. my mind is so caught up in you that i dont allow myself to rest. thats okay though. i deserve it. i screwed things up so bad, all i had to do was hold you and love you and ionstead i turned away. i didnt even try to understand that what happened was not your fault. it was nobodies fault. it was just one of those really bad things that happens, one of those things that nobody has any control over. i'd like to think we can have a family one day. i still want to marry you. i want to be a husband to you and a father to your children, our children. i hope you want that too. it's killing me to think that you want to get over me. i know with every part of me that your the only one in this whole world that i need. the only one i want. remember those first few days we spent together as a couple? i remember being so happy. i remember holding you while you slept. i remember watching you smile and make those adorable noises while you slept. i remember memorizing all the curves and freckles or moles on your face and neck. i remember running my hands through your hair and kissing your lips. i remember the way it felt when you wrapped your arms around me, the way you used to look at me...i would have...no i WILL do anything to have that back. I Love you. Kevin. he attached the paper with the song he had written for her to the note and put it in an envelope, wrote her name across the front, and walked to his car and drove over to her house. her car was gone so he quicly ran upto the mailbox dropped the letter inside and drove back home. praying that she would reply. this may not be long...i cant tell lol. idk short and sweet? song Everytime- Britney spears

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