I'm about to give up.

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So I just wanted to let you guys know that today I realized that I may not be doing the lap band surgery. I want it more then anything in this world. I want to be back to my old self when I was able to hike up a mountain and not have a problem with it. Instead money has defeated me. I recently started working at a new OB/GYN clinic. I used to work at a hospital where the health insurance was very good. After 2 months of working here I realized that my deductible is $1750. I have to not only meet that prior to my surgery but I also have to pay for my co-insurance which is $2000. So all together I have to come up with $3750 for my surgery. Sure, I can save and save and save... but honestly I live paycheck to paycheck and it's un-realistic. And to top everything off today I weighed myself at the doctors office today and found out I gained 15 pounds in the past 3 months. What else??? So instead of having a BMI of 41.6 I know have a BMI of 42.9. Great:p I just am about to say screw it and be fat forever. I've tried diet and excercise... trust me.... I've hired a personal trainer...I've done a lot.... I just am at my wits end.... somebody please give me a Xanix!!!! STAT! lol.

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Uploaded: October 15th, 2008 @ 11:10 pm
Author: jlind4023

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